So…

therapy appt.

i cried a tiny bit (like a tear drop or so)

it’s just so hard to explain how things in my head make so much sense to me, but probably don’t to anyone else…

and i just felt so bad… i know my therapist cares about me… really i do… and that makes it hurt…

i’m so tired right now… tired and sad… but thankful?

she suggested/brought up coming in wednesday… i don’t know. that’s even more of her time this week… that would be three sessions… i don’t know. i feel like i’m taking up so much of other people’s time when they probably know someone that could use that time more (or they themselves could)

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  1. missmarymax said: Maybe you don’t need to protect other people from your needs. Maybe your therapist knows how much she can handle — and so you can risk letting her be there, even 3 times a week. #possibilities <3
  2. thdandeliongirl posted this
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