So I just got back from the last therapy appointment that I will have in awhile… It was a sad, melancholy, and stale sort of appointment
The conversation today made me realize that I need to take a break… take some time to think about some things… to think about:
feeling unfixable makes me feel like I need someone else to take care of me…
that she can’t even help me… like her hope in me has depleted transferred to hope in treatment
and you know what else was said today that stunned me? sort of like when she told me she thought she was watching me die? that i look underweight and unhealthy sometimes.
in need of hope back in my life.
in need of life back in my life.